| | i have had so many moments of weakness, some that bring me shame and embarassment. and in those moments, i've often wondered if i truly knew myself. the la vonna i knew seemed to get lost in all that i let consume me - fear, insecurity, scars deeply set from the past... but there is something i have come to know and realize... i am strong. no matter what's ever happened or is happening to me, here i am. i may get lost, put up a wall or give into weakness a time or two, sometimes more, but in the end, i always come back. i always remain standing, refusing to give up. i do not walk away. even given every reason to guard my heart forever, i cannot. because to refrain from love would mean not being me. i love...and i love like very few do - endlessly and COMPLETELY. just when i think there's nothing left, there is more. and i will continue to pour out my heart, no matter what gets thrown at me. i used to wish and hope to be loved the same way back. but i realize, my life is not incomplete without it. because to truly love, is to love without thought as to what you're getting in return. one day i'll pass on. and as cliche as it sounds, i'll die at peace knowing this - i have loved... and i have loved well... |
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